Reflections from Behind the Wall:
Topic: Esoteric Science and The New Age of Democratic Enlightened Self Government
Part 1: Overview of the Field of Esoteric Science:
A) Introduction:
I have had what many would consider an excellent education. I graduated from a public college preparatory high school in Cincinnati, Ohio; I received a B.A. in government from Harvard College; and have had a year of post graduate education at M.I.T. focusing on community development. Yet, embedded and implicit in my 18 years of education was the idea that white people, particularly rich white males. were in control of the world because of their natural superiority and black people were subjugated because of our natural inferiority.
In my heart and head the idea of the natural inferiority of any race didn’t make sense. It wasn’t rational. In the animal world there are no naturally inferior species. There are differences in species but scientists do not claim that those differences demonstrate a natural inferiority. Botanists do not claim that because of differences in the plant world some strains of plant life are inferior to others. There was no scientific evidence supporting the assertion of natural superiority and natural inferiority among races. It was clear that the western education system was using the natural superiority/natural inferiority argument to justify and legitimize white political and economic dominance based on military power and a momentary ascendency in the historical cycle.
So I left college frustrated. To the world I was an education man. However, I knew that my search for the truth had to continue until I could answer the questions: Where do we come from? Why are we here? Where are we going? Then one day a friend, Hakim, a graduate student at M.I.T., gave me three books: The Rosicrucian Cosmo Conception, The Mystical Qabalah by Dion Fortune, and the Cosmic Doctrine, a transmission from a nonphysical energy dimension transcribed by Dion Fortune. As I read these books and then many, many others, I began to realize that for thousands of years there had been scientists who had been using their “inner senses” to study the energy systems in which we exist.
These scientists through recording and systematizing their observations had been able to identify the laws governing the development and operation of the cosmos, universe, and our solar system as well as the evolution of all the beings in the cosmos, universe, and solar system as well as the life forms on earth. I began to realize that these findings in the field of esoteric science not only explained the past and present but also opened a window into the future. I began to realize that the world defined by western science was an infinitesimal part of the real world.
Against the background of our human evolution as sparks of cosmic energy and our evolutionary future, as explained by esoteric science, the insanity and inhumanity of this materialistic age became more understandable. While the experience of living through it continued to be difficult and emotionally unacceptable, esoteric science’s explanation of why it was going on made the experience more manageable as well as tolerable. The prediction of the expansion of human consciousness resulting in an enlightened future in which human beings would possess superhuman consciousness made me less fearful of the future for generations yet unborn.
Yet, I remained silent regarding my understanding of life, gained through esoteric science. It has been of great benefit to me and my work, but I was ambivalent about publicly sharing it. My greatest fear was and to an extent is that I would be unable to bring clarity to a complex field of study and would create confusion, thereby doing a disservice rather than being of service. My second concern was that as an organizer, I would distract people from the focus of my organizing. The organizer’s job is to focus people’s attention on the problem to be solved, the job to be done, not on h/erself. The reluctance to speak publicly about esoteric science increased when I was elected to a position on the Boston City Council. Given people’s sensitivity regarding their religious beliefs, it seemed unwise if not disrespectful to discuss esoteric science from an elected position, financed with public dollars.
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